You say yes when you mean no, and hold back your opinions because you are scared of conflict or worse: rejection.

Saying no often feels impossible because you don’t want to upset or disappoint him and you immediately feel guilty. What if you are too much and too demanding?

Sometimes you don’t even know where your boundaries actually are or what healthy ones truly look like even though on social media everyone and their mother keeps telling you that you “need them.” 

Also communicating a boundary... well let's say you suddenly don't know what to say and how to use the right words 

And when you do set a boundary, it’s hard to maintain it especially when he suddenly becomes nice, charming, and tries to convince you otherwise. 

And The final boss? When he comes back. You swore you wouldn’t respond. But the second his name lights up your screen, you can watch your boundaries sail away, waving you goodbye cause you’re immediately pulled right back in...